Flashing Back

JOURNAL Kuala Lumpur
FEBRUARY 2, 2008 – Saturday G4M members
PA, AB AW,YR

When the fate that I believe had arranged for us to gathers at the night till morning.
Positively the close encounter.
You have let me learned to respect other by not what and how they looked and accepting as they are.
YR - Fascinated by they way you dramatized your own life in your true colors. Im fascinated by your love, by the way you make me feel.

“Love An End Destiny”
Love that maturing life, the journey ain’t too far yet to near. Why I always lead to sadness when it approached me… Am I lived to serve the purpose of giving… My Lord, answer me.

It is enough I have someone who make me happy, I soon recovered. Thanks….. Don’t worry dear. I do not have a sweet word like honey to say. Will a humble saying I will always remember you, do. Or may be Im scared to say so….
When you se the beauty of the soul you see through it all. What lies beneath the deadly bodies encounters indefinite answers. The question humanity quieries about for generations. And love never end as long bounded within this body, mind and soul. That will let me live for thousands year to come….
When I declare you are my everything I’m expecting too much from you. There are no different in between boy friend or lovely friend. I’m glad to know you Afif. You enrich my journey and teach me something about life that others could not. Most important is how long the bridge of relationship would last, that times I have not much and live this life to the fullest happily. I’m glad to know your link of friend that may back you up on my absence. Peace be upon you.

A Scattered Plot and Precise Chronology,
“Learn to listen a silence message. Speak unspoken words. Don’t give up this. You already know what was that it is within you. Let your surrounding be a mirror.
I didn’t deny the precious word.
So I am releasing everything in me and became a wanderer.

“Leave your eyes a question seek for believing and let your smile shines the world.”to my fellow friend Putra Akasyi and Mohd Haikal.

“Experiencing the pain and joy, sadness and happiness. For the darkness and light and in between the twilight there with drawn the statement seek to be concluded.”

“Self Evaluation and Reflection – what we have learned (strength and weakness) at the end of the day. And think of an options or solutions for the particular area. The third party perceptions and views is to be considered. Be yourself an author of our own life. And be it a memories we could remember.”

“If receiving this message will make you happy please feel so. Remember me by your heart. And I will be there to fill your loneliness. I still remember your grinning eyes and sweet smile wearing a green t-shirt. You are not alone Haikal. I give you no promises but for sure in someway some how,God want us to be lonely so we value someone who will be there with us and cheer up our life.”
“It is difficult to find the 3rd person until one day we find and depending upon our trueself. And be Him our guidance and open the road forefront”
10:03:08 00:46 Haikal.
“Friends is guiding me on the left and right of my life path. Along the journey I am gathering a flowers and seeds so I can grow them in my garden at the end of my destiny.”