My Last Words To Him

October 24 2008 Friday

hi as i ever told you i am no longer convinced by a words any more.
even i forgive you and i did as if i am dying today. you will never forgive your self for what you have done to me and others may be...
for you have put the words at the tip of the tongue and ignorance taken place. even we live for thousands years when the words doesn't goes to mind and heart like a wind passed by. and still we ignore and take for granted. i forgive you.... and just leave me alone. for the wound that will never healed let me deal with it. and im on my own.... i seek forgiveness from you as well... perhaps fate doesn't keep us longer... and only God's will, will do..perhaps in the next life...
sorry if i have wasted your time. i hope we could be together longer but it was just stop to where it was...
i am only a being that surely commit mistakes, surely to be an illusioned, has tendency to cheat and my senses was imperfect to oversees the picture of life as a whole

i don't speak much indeed in person that you will never seen. i did keep every single word within my heart... not just a word but for the mean it hold beneath...

if i mean to be cruel, it was a perception of mind...but heart will never be...
wish you have a nice day.!