September 27 2008 Saturday
My apology of forgotting your date. Today September 28 2008 a day after your birthday. A night we spent for a cup of coffee and a can of lemonade coke at Old Town Batu Pahat Mall.
It was 30 years later since September 27 1978. And you are now turns 30 years old my dear!
I hope it ws not too late for me to make a wish for you.
"Semoga Usiamu diberkati, tabah, sabar dan redhalah menjalani kehidupan dihari-hari mendatang. Amin."
Haikal . . . I can't exactly remember the date we have met and known each other.
You might not be the first I knew personally nor the last I have ever known. I want you to know that you will be the person remain within me. Best as a friend amongst of my friends in the circle! The globe is not big enough yet so little time to meet stranger and new friends into my circle of friendship. Glad that you are one of them.
I am going to make a list of my friends later .. .. .. and I am serious of this ! Think that I could remember every one of them.
We have gone so far in this friendship yet to know you deeply. Time has passed itself and the calendar moves forward for 2 years (not an exact forgive me when I forget - I am bad at remembering numbers and date). However the memories in me and all the events we;ve been together were carved into my mind, my heart and my soul. And it was you, because of you ; my past life and backward to my calendarical biography and history, my personal feelings, thoughts and emotions, daily journals were written for the love of others.
Friends were as well as my 'guru' and a mirror in my life. My life has it's own path and the journey will continue. The journey of my love, passion and obsession to the beauty of the soul that would not let me die.
"Person or individual around me is a valuable asset for me spiritually and psychologically!" Reason he/she wouldn't let me sleep before the lesson motivated me by the end of the day. Usually before I sleep. It becames my daily personal achievements.
My life has been "wasted" this much my dear. 32 years and another 32 years I can't guarantee I will continue the journey myself. I will let my words continue the journey alone or might be not.
There is an open road forward. And I would recalled earlier quote and carbon written notes and journal into this column. I hope it would takes as much as it can fit the whole me into.
Directly and indirectly I just want you to share what I have in mind.
I love this quote that first strike into my brain. It said,
"When you see the beauty of the soul you will see through it all !"
Still I am searching for it's deepest meaning inside me. There are stories behind it. . .sincerity behind the screens. Unveiled the darkest side of me the devillish one, ignorance and greedy. I am glad now that they were all in the slow pace and dead.
'He' taught me to accept him as himself. . . I was so emotionally slapped by his word.
My apology of forgotting your date. Today September 28 2008 a day after your birthday. A night we spent for a cup of coffee and a can of lemonade coke at Old Town Batu Pahat Mall.
It was 30 years later since September 27 1978. And you are now turns 30 years old my dear!
I hope it ws not too late for me to make a wish for you.
"Semoga Usiamu diberkati, tabah, sabar dan redhalah menjalani kehidupan dihari-hari mendatang. Amin."
Haikal . . . I can't exactly remember the date we have met and known each other.
You might not be the first I knew personally nor the last I have ever known. I want you to know that you will be the person remain within me. Best as a friend amongst of my friends in the circle! The globe is not big enough yet so little time to meet stranger and new friends into my circle of friendship. Glad that you are one of them.
I am going to make a list of my friends later .. .. .. and I am serious of this ! Think that I could remember every one of them.
We have gone so far in this friendship yet to know you deeply. Time has passed itself and the calendar moves forward for 2 years (not an exact forgive me when I forget - I am bad at remembering numbers and date). However the memories in me and all the events we;ve been together were carved into my mind, my heart and my soul. And it was you, because of you ; my past life and backward to my calendarical biography and history, my personal feelings, thoughts and emotions, daily journals were written for the love of others.
Friends were as well as my 'guru' and a mirror in my life. My life has it's own path and the journey will continue. The journey of my love, passion and obsession to the beauty of the soul that would not let me die.
"Person or individual around me is a valuable asset for me spiritually and psychologically!" Reason he/she wouldn't let me sleep before the lesson motivated me by the end of the day. Usually before I sleep. It becames my daily personal achievements.
My life has been "wasted" this much my dear. 32 years and another 32 years I can't guarantee I will continue the journey myself. I will let my words continue the journey alone or might be not.
There is an open road forward. And I would recalled earlier quote and carbon written notes and journal into this column. I hope it would takes as much as it can fit the whole me into.
Directly and indirectly I just want you to share what I have in mind.
I love this quote that first strike into my brain. It said,
"When you see the beauty of the soul you will see through it all !"
Still I am searching for it's deepest meaning inside me. There are stories behind it. . .sincerity behind the screens. Unveiled the darkest side of me the devillish one, ignorance and greedy. I am glad now that they were all in the slow pace and dead.
'He' taught me to accept him as himself. . . I was so emotionally slapped by his word.
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